I've been thinking about what to write for a new post, but I finally decided on writing about the feeling of embarrassment. Lol. What a silly emotion. Sometimes there's reason behind it, and sometimes it's just unnecessary and brought on by the constant thoughts flowing through your mind. "Oh my god, I can feel my body and I'm alive and I don't know what to do with my arms." Or just overthinking a text to someone you like, and then the whole time it wasn't embarrassing, and y

I was laying on my couch, or I guess I am laying on my couch, watching Adventure Time when I wondered what happened to our childlike creativity? I just finished school last Wednesday and I also lost my job (unfortunately), so I’m totally free to do whatever I want whenever I want. Which sounds amazing in theory, but having so much free time somehow caused me to feel like I have nothing to do. Or maybe more accurately, nothing I can do. This morning I walked into the kitchen w

Im trying to be here more. I think my whole life I’ve spent a good amount of time daydreaming. And I'd say it was for good reason. I grew up in a small town, with a single mom and two brothers that were a lot older than me. And to be honest I never really had many friends or anyone I could call my best friend until high school (after freshman year because quarantine cursed me and everyone). And even then, it kind of felt like everyone already had their go-to person, while I w